Diane, I need you.
Oh, God, I need you, too!
Then why were you away so long?
I keep getting pulled deeper into this human world again and again. Why is that?
You know why.
………yes, I do. And I find it so sad sometimes. It makes me sad to find myself, once again, caught in this illusion and putting aside the one thing I know that matters.
Yes, we know what matters, but you have lessons to learn. I just wish you would check in more often so we can talk about what you’re experiencing.
I’m so sorry.
You know that there is no need to apologize or to ask for forgiveness. I love you always – in all ways.
I know, and I love you, too. Thank you for being here, for waiting for me.
I will never forsake you. I will never change. I am always right here.
This is where I have been of late, wandering aimlessly down this spiritual path. Sidestepping into the human realm and finding myself stuck in the muck of the world around me. Knowing all the while where I really belong but unable to pull my feet out of the mud and my head out of clouds. As if being made a prisoner of a world I will never understand, forced to drag my feet through each day, trying to find my way back.
When, in reality, all I needed to do is open my heart just a tiny bit. And there it was, waiting patiently once again. The Spirit that defines me, that needs me as much as I need it. Knowing that there were lessons being learned in the muck of the world in which I’ve been placed. Lessons that bring clarity to work I must do. There is a need for contrast. No use denying it.
But there is no duality in that contrast.
There is only God, waiting patiently for me to bring my lessons learned into the fold of deeper understanding. Knowing that everything that occurs around me is simply a call for love.
Brilliant, beautiful, sweet love.
Yes, Diane, yes.