Photo: Unity North Atlanta Labyrinth
Is it the changing moon or a new phase of my spirituality that is causing this deep well of emotion in me? For days now I have been filled with tears. They brim over for the silliest of reasons. What are these changes that are occurring? Do you feel it, too, or is it just me?
I am spending more time within lately. I am content to be by myself or simply sharing time with my loving partner of many lifetimes, Dan. Shutting out the world is a good thing for me during this time. Spending time here, writing, is the only other place I prefer to be.
But I do have a day job to attend to. It fills me with love, no doubt. How could it not – it’s a busy spiritual community that lives and breathes the truths I have come to live and breathe as well. Many people doing wonderful things. Many conversations about spirit and soul and love. It is nice to be working in such a place when I am in the midst of spiritual upheaval. It is a safe place to be. A place where brimming tears are okay.
My solace comes from understanding what it is I am going through. Not necessarily understanding where it is leading me, but comfort in knowing that I am, indeed, safe. My God (the same as yours) will carry me through this discomfort and place me safely down when it is time.
Knowing this, I can do anything. Knowing this, I begin to anticipate the wonder of what these changes will mean for me.
What a gift to be living this life. (and the tears begin again….)
From my heart to yours, Diane